Sick To Death Of Everything (2025) Tropic Gold 🇬🇧 United Kingdom

I got a feeling that there's something going on inside
My body's telling me that I'm fucked up and not alright
I just pray
I'm okay
But it's not looking good
(Dear father)
Get me exorcized

Don't wanna talk about it
Got nothing left to say
I wanna live with all the dirty things
Inside of me

I need a reason to stay
Cos the angels are gone
Can you see it in my face?
That nobody's home
There's nothing left in me

I need a minute to recover
I've just been outside
My face is itching
(Tell me father)
Will I be alright?

Don't wanna talk about it
Got nothing left to say
I wanna live with all the dirty things
Inside of me

I need a reason to stay
Cos the angels are gone
Can you see it in my face?
That nobody's home
There's nothing left in me

You're sick and you like that
You're sick and you like that

The doctor goes and says to me
That I'll be better off in therapy
I seize up and I can't speak when they tell me
You're sick but you like that

You're sick but you like that
You're sick but you like that

I need a reason to stay
Cos the angels are gone
Can you see it in my face?
That nobody's home (That nobody's home)
There's nothing left in me

There's nothing left in
There's nothing left in
Me

There's nothing left in

You're sick and you like that
There's nothing left in
Me

I say hello to my saviour
I’m just grateful I found god
Or maybe I’m just hallucinating
Off my fucking rock

I got a feeling that I
Don’t wanna be here cos I’m
Not quite all there in the head
I gotta fix it but I’ve
Still got a sickness
So I’ll keep taking meds

Cos I’m dead to all my friends
N I know its sad for them
But don’t wait for me to give in
Cos I’m dead to everything
N I like it

I think I got an infection
Toxication in my blood
I wanna know if it’s fatal
Or just death poking some fun

I got a feeling that I
Don’t wanna be here cos I’m
Not quite all there in the head
I gotta fix it but I’ve
Still got a sickness
So I’ll keep taking meds

Cos I’m dead to all my friends
N I know its sad for them
But don’t wait for me to give in
Cos I’m dead to everything
N I like it

I got a fever it’s killing me
So go ahead and just finish me
I need an exorcist this shit ain’t leaving me
So go ahead
Just finish me

I’m sick
Sick

Cos I’m dead to all my friends
(I’m dead to all my friends)
N I know its sad for them
(I know its sad, I know its sad)
But don’t wait for me to give in
(Don’t wait for me to give in)
Cos I’m dead to everything
(I’m dead)
N I like it

Instrumental

If I could take away your pain
N taste it for myself I wouldn't hesitate

I'd take it on me
I, would take it just to try

To see if I would hurt like you portrayed

But when I
Wake up from the horror
I kinda miss it n I wanna
Black out so it never stops

Cos when you take a different part of me
I just take a seat n rot away
If you see me smile I think it's okay
When you take a different part of me
I fucking love that

If you could take away my pain
You wouldnt change a thing
Cos you need me this way
N I guess that's on me

I wake up from the horror
I kinda miss it n I wanna
Black out so it never stops

Cos when you take a different part of me
I just take a seat n rot away
If you see me smile I think it's okay
When you take a different part of me
I fucking love that

Tell me should I
fucking love that

I fucking love that
I fucking love that
Should I love that?
I fucking love that
I fucking love that

I wake up from the horror
I kinda miss it n I wanna
Black out so it never stops

Cos when you take a different part of me
(Take a different part of me)
I just take a seat n rot away
(Take a seat and rot away)
If you see me smile I think it's okay
(When you see me smile I think it's great)
When you take a different part of me
I fucking love that
I fucking love that

I cant remember how i got here i'm on automatic
It's a like a function that my body runs it's systematic

My circuit overloads i'm trying I cant override it
Password protected theres a virus help i think I'm dying

This is euphoria
Somewhere to go when the real world is boring ya
This is a haven so
Welcome to paradise eden is calling ya
This is euphoria
Somewhere to go when the real world is boring ya
This is Euphoria
I want you to

Take me down to hell i want it
I don't mind if I'm alone
show me what its like to be like you
I'm on my own again

My body's rotting but theres dopamine coded to stop it
I try to cut the wires but they just want me corroded
Theres something in the server telling me I live for nothing
Somebody pull the plug cos i'm already fucking dying

Wake
I eat
It's time
To sleep

Take me down to hell i want it
I don't mind if I'm alone
show me what its like to be like you
I'm on my own again

Wake
I eat
It's time
To sleep
Accept
Defeat
Obey
Repeat

This is euphoria
Somewhere to go when the real world is boring ya
This is a haven so
Welcome to paradise eden is calling ya
This is euphoria
Somewhere to go when the real world is boring ya
This is a haven so
Welcome to paradise

Take me down to hell i want it
I don't mind if I'm alone
show me what its like to be like you
I'm on my own again

I'm on my own again

Take me down to hell i want it
I don't mind if I'm alone
show me what its like to be like you
I'm on my own again

I'm too blind I don't see it
I'm so numb to what's missing
I lost track of my visions
I'm no longer efficient

Got caught up in the minute
Now everything seems different
I know I said I don't mean it
Don't take my words verbatim

My ears won't stop bleeding
From what you said and it's ringing
I'm so sick of not healing
I let myself go villain
My tongues tied and I'm tripping
Don't hear myself when I'm speaking
I'm so sick of not healing
I let myself go villain

I just realised I don't like
The being I've become
So I'll just realign to where you want me

Prey to the prophecy
Come and rejoice you can live out your fantasy
Look at me honestly
Do I appear like a face that you wanna see?
Don't be scared
We won't bite
I'll be tender
You don't miss a single thing
You don't remember
Come join the odyssey
I'm the messiah and you are my devotee
Take in my promises
Preach has begun and you won't wanna miss a thing
So what does it feel like
Is it surreal
Tell me now how do you feel
So what does it feel like
Is it surreal
Tell me now how do you feel
So this is what it feels like
My god i'm fucking terrified
And something doesn't feel right
Cos i'm dying in the inside
I need a leader
Someone to be there
Can anybody hear or am i outta my mind
So this is what it feels like
Do i look happy on the outside?
So what does it feel like
Is it surreal
Tell me now how do you feel
So what does it feel like
Is it surreal
Tell me now how do you feel
Take it away from me
The parasite that I consider my family
Gimmie some therapy
Cos i need a god that can show me some better things
Take a sip I swear that you'll be feeling better
Drunk all the gold by the bucket n
Now we'll live forever
so what does it feel like
So what does it feel like
Is it surreal
Tell me now how do you feel
So what does it feel like
Is it surreal
Tell me now how do you feel
So this is what it feels like
My god i'm fucking terrified
And something doesn't feel right
Cos i'm dying in the inside
I need a leader
Someone to be there
Can anybody hear or am i outta my mind
So this is what it feels like
Do i look happy on the outside?
If i were the devil
Does it make me a god?
So make me a sinner
And ill play along
If i were the devil then i would just blame myself
Just for the fun and the hell of it
So make me a sinner i wanna rejoice
Then I can play god
I can handle it
If i were the devil then i would just blame myself
Just for the fun and the hell of it
So make me a sinner i wanna rejoice
Then I can play god
So this is what it feels like
My god i'm fucking terrified
And something doesn't feel right
Cos i'm dying in the inside
I need a leader
Someone to be there
Can anybody hear or am i outta my mind
So this is what it feels like
Do i look happy on the outside?
So this is what it feels like
So this is what it feels like"

I'll absorb all you're feeling
Just when you need it
We're simply connecting
It's the power of healing

So give me your demons
And leave me to kill them
For reincarnation
To a spiritual omen

Join me
It's the second coming

So leave me to the rapture
A sacred energy xchange yeah
I will ascend i'm a believer
In sacred energy xchange yeah

Together we can creatures
Crawling through nothing
We're two nexus beings
And I can show you my wonder

Join me
It's the second coming
Join me
It's the second coming

So leave me to the rapture
A sacred energy xchange yeah
I will ascend i'm a believer
In sacred energy xchange yeah

Sacred energy xchange
Sacred energy xchange
Sacred energy xchange
Sacred energy xchange
S.E.X

So leave me to the rapture

Pray for me I'm gone
Don't wait I won't be home
Just leave me to the

So leave me to the rapture
A sacred energy xchange yeah
I will ascend i'm a believer
In sacred energy xchange yeah

Pray for me I'm gone (So won't you leave me to the rapture)
So leave me to the rapture
Don't wait I won't be home (So won't you leave me to the rapture)
So leave me to the rapture
Just leave me to the