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Fragile

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• 1. Fragile (03:46)
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  I was looking into your eyes,
  In the first daylight
  You where my happiness,
  A promise that things could be better
  
  We were running together innocent and foolish
  Full of happiness and joy,
  Full of happiness and joy
  
  I still feel your breath
  It was like a dream
  That would come to an end
  
  And then you've left away
  So suddenly without saying nothing
  Like an angle that visited me once
  And vanished forever
  
  I can come to see you sometimes
  Even if you are not truly there
  I would do it for myself
  To remind me how weak I was
• 2. Forgive Me for What I Haven't Done (05:29)
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  I'm burdened by the absence of self restraint
  Im burdened by the crushing weight of existence
  There's many things I wish I've done
  And now it's too late too seek forgiveness
  So while I waste away I count the days
  Where hope turns into new lacerations
  
  I've not seen any natural light in days
  And since it's been a while since I've seen the sun
  All I know is my comfort remains in this mental state
  Where I'm alone
  
  The one thing that's always stayed
  The one thing that can bring a sense of relief
  Everyone I know is out living happy lives
  While I am in the early days of mental decline
  Deprived of sleep
  I leave new lacerations again
  All that'll be left are my apologies
  For the things I haven't done
  One cut and I'm feeling numb
  Two cuts and I'm over everything
  Three cuts and I'm giving up
  Soon enough my arm will be covered in cuts
  And there'll be nothing to remember of me
• 3. Your Smile Is Killing Me (04:00)
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  You've never liked anything I did
  I was always less for you
  You've never been happy with me
  You've never been satisfied
  
  And I tried and tried
  I've never turn my back
  I was always there for you
  
  Facing the one hit after another
  There was no happy moments
  Sometimes I get so closed in to myself
  It was the only way to survive
  
  Daily anxiety deep in my chest
  Like a heavy weight that I have to carry
  And for what?
  For a single moment, to see you smile!
• 4. My Weakness Your Happiness (04:48)
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  Memories burned to ash
  And as the years passes by
  The razor brings me more relief
  I bear the wounds of your neglect
  I hold the secrets you engraved into my skin
  
  All the things you said and never meant
  All the times I was cast aside
  But yet I stayed and helped you through it all
  
  And now you’ve left me here
  And I’m picking apart my wounds one after another
  I’m cutting my life away until the razor goes dull
  And still, I’ll do it all again to see you smile
  
  I bear the wounds of your neglect
  I hold the secrets you engraved into my skin
  Your smile was the only thing worth living for
  And it was something you knew so well
  
  All the things you said and never meant
  All the times I was cast aside
  But yet I stayed and helped you through it all
  And as the years passes by
  The razor brings me more relief
  Than you ever could
  Painful rivers flow leaving our memories behind
• 5. No Tears (04:10)
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  It's all over now, all we used to be
  our dreams was lost
  We discarded all hope we once had
  
  All the times we gone separate ways
  Just to retract back to square one
  The turmoil and confusion
  Only this time I’ll be the one to walk away
  
  I’ve got no more tears
  I’ve got no more tears
  
  Days turn to months
  and months turn to years
  Soon enough it’ll all become bittersweet
• 6. Diaries of Violence (03:56)
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  Winter has arrived once again
  Only this time it’s cutting through my sanity
  The memories still haunt me so vividly
  Those ones where my faith was raped from me
  
  I have since remained dormant in my solitude
  And in my absence, Intrusive thoughts remain
  The past wont ever come back as it was before
  And the person I used to be is now gone
  Ever since my innocence was stolen from me
  
  I welcome the comforting gaze of a razorblade
  A familiar warmth surrounds me
  As it caresses my skin
  What once would cut through had since become dull
  Now only leaving cat scratches across my arms
  Blood trickles into a bed made of porcelain
  
  My veins are clogged with my inability
  To confront these intrusive thoughts
  She got away with the things she did
  While I wallow in my grief and despair
  The razorblade brings me relief
  During each flare up
  It’s been years and it never gets any easier
  I’ll never be the same…
• 7. Malicious Intent (03:54)
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  I try hard to die and I try and I try…
  I see your face that fades
  and fades in the dark
  Like a ghost in a bath full of scars!
  What a mess my god that I am
  I can't walk until the door,
  I am dizzy I vomit
  My arms are full of blood,
  my deep scars…, my deep scars!
  And then I see you again
  And I am happy again
  Now I feel your skin,
  Is soft like silk!
  Only you can calm me
  Only you can warm me
  Only you can calm me
  And make me live forever!
Délka: 30:03