Deliria
Nausea

Tracklist

• 1. Bad Faith (04:53)
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  To see the world, inhabit a man
  Inevitable death, a worthless streak
  Cascade of distraction, suffering among
  Idyllic promises, the soul will never keep
  
  Blind to conviction, forfeit existence
  Sentenced by naivety
  Devotion to failure, embodied loss
  Conforming to my own decay
  Obscuring myself, in solitude
  To paint my life with my own twin
  Miserable purpose, confusing betrayal
  Violating yourself from within
  
  Each day imprisoned, rejected and feared
  Isolated, intentions concealed
  A blessing of evil, a crown of hope
  A traceless farewell in a world of ultimate tragedy
  
  And death is final, no time to rewrite
  From within my wounds etched in spite
  Doomed to serve, no longer to fight
  Take my darkness in light of my light
• 2. No Exit (07:00)
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  You are alone again
  In sweet insanity
  The only thing to do is hide yourself from reality
  Voices crying out
  Only to be swept
  From the barren plane by the only sound you can hear
  
  No Exit
  This life before me chaste my soul
  No Exit
  What life beneath chased after me?
  Perception, Austere
  These monuments do not fear
  You try to reflect when
  You try to continue
  Enshrouded, Unreal
  These monuments do not heal
  I will not wait to die
  I will not say goodbye
  
  Only in quiet places
  As deep as eternity
  Can you hide from the pain
  You stray from the sun
  They are calling your name
  Wishing only for death
  Locked inside yourself where only memories die
  
  No Exit
  This life before me chaste my soul
  No Exit
  What life beneath chased after me
  Perception, Austere
  These monuments do not fear
  You try to reflect when
  You try to continue
  Enshrouded, Unreal
  These monuments do not heal
  I will not wait to die
  I will not
  
  Trapped in my eternal death
  Severed I am alongside filth
  Pale complexion I return to this
  Repressing laughter through my tears
  
  I was once alive and breathing, now I have withered away
  This struggle inside me, absurdity has plagued me to this day
  Tempted by death, my cowardice, I am a walking cliche
  My hapless soul, is suffering, yet this life’s been taken away
  
  Crying through hell when will my soul die?
  Look around me these fucks got by?
  Where are the others, did they just lie?
  Immune to freedom, I pray now please die
  
  Die
• 3. Nausea (06:40)
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  Internal kaleidoscope
  Commands of a misanthrope
  What have you, I do not?
  This lifeless pursuit of thought
  Beneath, the faucet creaks
  Exposed, my freedom leaks
  Erupt by candlelight
  These vibrant shades of sight
  
  Reflecting the power shines
  Conceal yours, this is fine
  Unfazed, a paragon
  Agitation an idol pawn
  Neglect, a planned obstruction
  Capacity of abduction
  Fatigue, my illusion
  Rescued by your god delusion
  
  Nausea, a faceless fraud
  Help me I pray to god
  Frustration my own freedom
  Crafted intent to mistreat them
  Nausea, a faceless fraud
  Numbness I swear to god
  Caged in, retrieving the feeding
  Disrupt, rotten, and excreting
  
  Decomposing it slowly leaves my periphery
  Yet with my conscious gone I can’t repress this urge again
  Perception at will, welcome to this pose once more
  Rotting from the stench I hope these chills will not endure
  
  Constraint, welcome mine
  Intact marked as I resign
  Ignored, as I collapse
  Still bemused, a collective relapse
  Lied and mocked, doomed to despair, exploit my hope
  Onward to another day before my life ends again, just an ornament of freedom
• 4. Hell Is Other People (17:27)
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  So here we are
  This is what it looks like
  Not much for comfort
  But that’s of no concern now
  Stripped of dignity
  Embracing the misery
  Left alone with only thoughts
  Inside this room, left to rot
  
  Entering
  Brandishing
  Scrutiny
  Despair
  Torturer
  Separation
  Anxiety
  Desolation
  
  Moving for a mirror
  None can be found here
  No image, no reflection
  Grasping for perception
  Courteous, Mysterious
  Sympathetic, diplomatic
  Callous, Malice
  A twisted mouth
  
  Fear has, no place here
  It’s pointless now
  Suffering has yet to begin
  Just wait for what's in store
  
  I have wronged
  I have sinned
  I will face my destiny
  
  In walks beauty, the absent
  No tormentor in sight
  Laughable thoughts ignite
  Lament this mirthless rite
  Reflection on the past
  Silent contemplation at last
  Everything left to chance
  Conjecture, yet to pass
  
  Erroneous judgement led down this rabbit hole
  A sickening smile disturbs the wretched
  Transgressions laid to bear
  The prosecutor, made clear
  
  Be it greed, be it envy
  No miscreants worth saving
  Solace in silence
  Rumination
  Enslaving
  True vanity
  Exposed
  Reticent
  Repose
  Filthy human nature
  No matter the nomenclature
  
  The grace, the allure
  Too much to endure
  Imperfection, indiscretion
  Diabolical perfection
  Passivity, personality
  Ubiquity excreting
  Never alone, forsaken
  Realize escape is fleeting
  
  Adultery, savagery, barbaric intent
  Sapphic pleasures and a rope around the neck
  A bastard child, asphyxiation, regret, to go along with a bullet to the head
  
  I have wronged
  I have sinned
  I will face my destiny
  
  No assistance is required
  The time for aid expired
  With all the “human feeling” gone
  There is no link, no bond
  Atrabilious, dejected, rotten to core
  Only a touch is not so easily ignored
  
  Was cowardice the key?
  Gather the strength to leave
  Cannot let the matter be
  Subjected to this agony
  
  Hell is other people
  
  The passion resounds
  The knife comes crashing down
  The howling, ensuing
  Humanity's undoing
  
  Paper falls to the floor
  All the residents abhor
  Let’s get on with it
  Let’s get on with it
Délka: 36:00